When I'm fat, it'll be too late

Every time I hear the dirty word

"exercise"

I wash my mouth out with 

"Chocolate"

 

Why is change so hard?

I'm not eating as healthy as I once did

I'm not exercising 

And my energy level is evidence of this. 

I often feel like I need a nap in the middle of the day

And I got 9 hours of sleep that night.

I've never found anything 

that truly motivates me long enough 

to get through the pain so that I can see and feel the results

I know its a change I have to make 

I say "I'm gonna start today"

and then I find myself making excuses.

I need something that motivates me

What motivates you?

Halloween

The other day my sister in law created her own blog.. and it reminded me of the one I used to have. The one I had forgotten about. So, here I am. Writing. Only because it's been so long. I think I'm done promising to do better. I've come up with a new promise. I promise to write when I feel like it. Till then, you'll just have to wait.


This past Halloween weekend Chris and I carved pumpkins with both of our families. I was able to carve Elmo, tinker bell, M&M guys, and a cute skeleton. Chris carved a really difficult zombie lookin thing and a regular Jack-O-Lantern. The zombie stencil took him about 6 days to finish. That's what I call dedication. 

Blake's pumpkin, Chris's pumpkin, my pumpkin(the best)

Chris's zombie pumpkin