I can picture...

Its been awhile since I've been on
due to the fact that I no longer have a working computer
and I work 10 hours a day
and spending ALL my extra time with Christopher.
But to be honest, I've missed the release.
I've missed sharing my thought and feelings.

With today being Sunday
naturally
my heart has been filled.
It began yesterday,
as I prepared for my lesson
and created a ripple effect in a small bath tub.
I think of my Savior
and of the blessings I've received.
Then I begin to think of Christopher
then I picture us getting married in the temple
and being together for time and all eternity
its these thoughts that bring
my mind right
back to the Savior, my Redeemer.
and his ability to do what he says he can do
his ability to SAVE and REDEEM me.
And then my thought are turned
to blessings, the to Christopher.

He's sitting next to me.
Sleeping.
Slightly snoring
I look at him and can't wait.
I cant wait for the life that's ahead of me.
I can picture our children.
I can picture baseball games and barbies
Disney movies and princesses.
I can picture action figures, messy bedrooms
and screaming babies.
I can picture a family kneeling for prayer each night
I can picture a child receiving a father's blessing
I can picture my family
in our own Baer bench, in the fourth row.

I look at him and feel peace.
Knowing that he will be
a patient father
a wonderful provider
a righteous priesthood holder
and a loving husband
has brought me greater joy than I have ever felt.

I hope to never take him for granted.